I just don't know what I want anymore...
Choices and chances are coming to me.
But every choice and chance has a down side.
Something dark, a fear.
I want to go for the leap.
But I just can't seem to find the push in my legs.
The run up.
The starting breath.
I just don't know...
And you complain on that.
But it's okay.
I don't mind.
Because I don't know anymore, and I am a nothing now..