Someone once told me

"Happiness is like a butterfly;

the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.

But if you turn your attention to other things,

it will come and sit softly on your shoulder."

I waited and waited

I was always happy for everyone else

I took the crap I was forced to deal with everyday

I worked on trying to get my homework in on time

I tried to practice my cello every night

I went to birthday parties


Watched TV

Listened to music




But guess what?

The butterfly never came

And now

I am slowly


in mental health

I still try to be happy

For everyone else

But the butterfly will not come

It will never come

To me

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